sex beating in my chest

[piecesof_reeses]

It is fucking embarrassing how out-of-the-loop I am with FOB canon these days. I need to start following icecreamhdaches or something, because I just found out TODAY about Pete's new music project. (Listen to some clips here if, like me, things go way over your head.)

It's--I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm biased just because I kind of wanted FOB to stay together forever and ever (and ever and ever). And...I feel like if Pete's starting a new band, too, then there's not much hope for a FOB reunion anytime soon? I DON'T KNOW. I am happy for him, I suppose. And I do like the music so far. It's catchy! Girl is definitely not Ashlee, though. I'm just putting that out there.

Ugh, I feel like I don't know what to do with myself these days. BBB's over. hs_bingo's starting. And that, by the way, is a whole other can of worms because I can't make myself start writing. I'm trying to write some Frank/Gerard student-on-teacher action (yeah, I know, shut up, it's on my bingo), but it's coming out really forced and fake. Apparently MCR is not the best band for me to write.

I should just stop whining and do it. Like, BOOM. Sex.

I suppose I could always use that porn generator...

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[chaoticallyclev.livejournal.com]

no, i'm fine with blood. mostly. i just hate it being drawn from my body. Also, i hate needles. And people. which is all of the reasons i decided not to go into medicine. my brain just doesn't believe in logic and has apparently not let the idea go. I wasn't aware of it until it popped out of my mouth when i was talking to myself. which is how i learn most of my feelings, actually...

ugh. UGH. i just planned out every bacc core class i have to take. i finally kind of figured out the website and my brain hurts a lot from planning several years out. :( college is dumb. that's all I'm saying.