sex beating in my chest

[piecesof_reeses]

It is fucking embarrassing how out-of-the-loop I am with FOB canon these days. I need to start following icecreamhdaches or something, because I just found out TODAY about Pete's new music project. (Listen to some clips here if, like me, things go way over your head.)

It's--I'm not sure how I feel about it yet. I mean, I'm pretty sure I'm biased just because I kind of wanted FOB to stay together forever and ever (and ever and ever). And...I feel like if Pete's starting a new band, too, then there's not much hope for a FOB reunion anytime soon? I DON'T KNOW. I am happy for him, I suppose. And I do like the music so far. It's catchy! Girl is definitely not Ashlee, though. I'm just putting that out there.

Ugh, I feel like I don't know what to do with myself these days. BBB's over. hs_bingo's starting. And that, by the way, is a whole other can of worms because I can't make myself start writing. I'm trying to write some Frank/Gerard student-on-teacher action (yeah, I know, shut up, it's on my bingo), but it's coming out really forced and fake. Apparently MCR is not the best band for me to write.

I should just stop whining and do it. Like, BOOM. Sex.

I suppose I could always use that porn generator...

Comments

[piecesof-reeses.livejournal.com]

Wait, WHAT. Your inner Patronus? That actually...That actually sounds AMAZING. What's it about? Because I kind of want to take it. Also, Edible Sea Vampires sounds really interesting, too. C'mon, Annisa. PATRONUS. VAMPIRES. :D

Hah. They haven't seen a good attitude until they've met you. I'm excited for them. Do you remember when we were in English together, and you kept making catty remarks that were slightly too loud to go unheard? That was awesome.

[chaoticallyclev.livejournal.com]

it's all about leadership and finding inner strength and dissecting the harry potter books and making OSU the best school it can be. things that make me want to vomit. idk. the course description just sounded like such utter shit. The edible sea vampires is just a marinebio class i think.

hey, in my defense, i'm pretty sure it's that room. because i did the same thing in psych. but those are the only classes i've ever been quite that bad. seriously. there is something wrong with that room. bad mojo or whatever.
(god, there were times in psych were i muttered things and i swear you didn't even hear me and then avery would come over and start talking to me about it and i would have to try very hard not to have my eyeballs explode.)

(also, i think i actually wanted the teachers to hear me half the time i did that. because i'm slightly passive-aggressive, i think. plus, i never really wanted to go talk to them later and if they would just overhear anything and we could discuss it then without me having to get out of my chair, that would be so miuch better. laziness. it explains everything about me.)

Did you know it's almost impossible to find an actual fucking list of what credits you are required to take on the OSU site? because it is. i spent almost 2 hours and i still have no fucking clue. so yay me. whatever. i'm so going to take this grammar course though because it sounds the least painful of all the courses. and i'm sure i will desperately regret it later. and you know how much i love to complain.

my brain is weird. it decided, without my consent, that we are still entertaining thoughts of entering pediatrics and i thought we'd decided against that in 10th grade. of course, i also never really wanted to work with children if i was ever having any, but yeah. well that probably still won't be a problem due to my issues with human contact and also my complete assurance that sex isn't worth anything, especially the trouble. that and i recently spent time with a baby and remembered that i would totally be one of those parents who would be stay-at-home-ish, but then i would go insane having to take care of a child everyday. i don't like people needing me to do things. i obviously have the maturity of a child's teaset type teacup. let's revist that scenario of me living pretty much in the woods and never leaving my house. seems like a plan.

[piecesof-reeses.livejournal.com]

Oh, god, AVERY. The most obnoxious creeper to ever creep. I'm just glad he wasn't sitting next to anyone he could flirt with. Seriously--it was like banging my head against a wall, slowly.

Oh, no, bb, I was perfectly aware that you wanted to be heard. Passive-aggressiveness for the win! Everyone in our little group is passive-aggressive, to be honest, and I'm pretty sure being around each other just makes it worse. /o\

I thought you didn't like blood? Medicine might not be the best field for you to enter...

[chaoticallyclev.livejournal.com]

no, i'm fine with blood. mostly. i just hate it being drawn from my body. Also, i hate needles. And people. which is all of the reasons i decided not to go into medicine. my brain just doesn't believe in logic and has apparently not let the idea go. I wasn't aware of it until it popped out of my mouth when i was talking to myself. which is how i learn most of my feelings, actually...

ugh. UGH. i just planned out every bacc core class i have to take. i finally kind of figured out the website and my brain hurts a lot from planning several years out. :( college is dumb. that's all I'm saying.